I just want to be at home with my child. I wasn't made for this, for spending so much time away from him, to not be the one raising him and making the daily decisions for him. I wasn't made to sit all day behind someone else's computer, doing someone else's job, thinking about other people's banks, while someone else takes care of my child. This is so hard. I don't think I've gone through anything this difficult, this painful.
Will I always be that woman who couldn't let it go? Who always mourned about it? Will I always be that mom who's day is haunted by this greater desire? Who drags everyone else down because she can't have what she wants?
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